Gum ka fasana

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dil-e-khwahish yeh thi ki unse guftagu kare 
kuch hum kahe kuch unki sune 
li karwat aisi vaqt ne ki sabh kho gaya 
yaadon ki bheed mein dil akela reh gaya
ab toh voh mausam bhi na raha
jisne hume unse milaya tha 
bachi toh bas kadwahat jo aaj bhi panapti hai 
jab yaad aate hai voh lamhe , voh jazbat 
jiski fariyaad kar yeh lab muskurate the 
ab aankhe nam ho jate hai 
khamosh raatein ab unki raah dekhte hai 
aise gae voh ki khawaab bhi soone lagte hai 

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This means war

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The time has come and the song has begun
people cheer while women fear 
it is war time , oh dear 
barrels are ready and so are swords 
the guns seem busy and so do guards 

eyes see no life as blood spill with little mercy
children wail but men , oh they don't fear 
come what may, they will march ahead 
as its time and dare can anybody stop them 

bows and arrows are a thing of past 
bullets and tanks buzz with command 
let the bravery veil upon
for there would be no peace 

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The silence between us

The silence between us has silenced me 
dates that had once been special are now just days
the thought of coming closer tingles me
only to be reminded of the decision we made 
of not being together as it is love that brings pain 

Love 

time has passed and so have days 
but that one touch still influences me 
our story might not be as beautiful as harry and sally
nor as painful as romeo and Juliet
but its our story , our surreal love story 

100 days of summer might not have got over 
but the pain of being together yet apart is much greater 
i now hesitate to lie on your shoulders 
to hold your hand and wipe your tears 

how much do i wish to be with you again 
to disappoint the courage that holds me back 
painful it is but i wish to be that one unlucky star
who brightens your life and engulfs all the dark




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Feel it

Feel

i feel like flying up in the sky 
among the birds feeling the mighty height 
down deep into the river, feeling the depth
flowing through nature's beauty step by step
in the beauty of moonlight 
lightning lovers in their bright night

Rose 

                                                                                   
                                                                                    I wish to be 

a bright red rose and feel the dose 
passing into a girls hands ,bringing them close
the indefinite rain , flavoring the grain
forcing them to love the stain.......

Heart 

I wish to be
a lovers heart , beating every moment as his lover knocks
blood floating through , whenever she smiles
burning every moment to say what his heart wants....
smiling through to make her feel warm......

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A story

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I was running into the woods
assuming a stranger in persuit of me  
'there was' , my intense heartbeat prompted , 'there was'
so did i believe and ran , ran for my life
for i did not want him to win and ruin my sanctity
so i ran , ran forsake , with no hint of sanguinity
I wanted to shout but my voice gave away
singultuns gave way to fear and fear to tears
the creepers below embroiled me
arresting me , acting at the stranger's behest
fighting with the little strength left , i hit it hard
with a moan it got its hands off
but the deed was done,the stranger was there
ready to pounce upon thee
prey i was to him , it seemed obvious
i drew back , reconciling myself behind the tree
the tree of hope , as it seemed to me
he came closer , so did fear
i closed my eyes for things were now clear
death was upon and i was his deer
lion i would call him for the fear he caused
praying the tree i snuggled to as i could remember no other Lord
a gentle touch revived my heartbeat
scared as i was,couldn't gather the courage to open my eyes
to see if the touch was real or just an assumption of my fear
'come on' , these gentle words touched my ears
my eyes opened to a handsome figure with steamy eyes
bringing me closer he said the fear was gone
inquisitive as i was , forced the word 'fear'
yes he said with a closer touch of the word dear
trailing off , he swept me off my feat
intimidated by his charm , my words found no way of coming out
the feeling of his touch was enough to make my heart bump
the moment ceased and bliss took over
i was in his arms under the shower of love
never wanting my life to take a curve

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Love will find its way

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I feel hibernated , trapped in a soul which isn't mine
little do i know that i am nobody to decide
as it is fate which has brought us together
and will decide our course and destiny

life has little to do with love and more with pain
when you find true love,just garb it with no expectations of gain
love will find its way and so will life
blood will flow through the veins and the heart would beat

love in any form is love
its the essence that makes it different
i might not be in love but can fall with little difficulty
but can't bear the distance that takes us apart

i will try to keep the promise i made to you
love you with all my senses and strength
be with you until you achieve your dreams
become your nerve and be with you till the end

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Aaj jeene ko jee chahta hai

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aaj phir jawaan hone ka jee chahta hai
khuda kasam aaj jee lene ko jee cahta hai
bhool kar saari bechainio ko jhoomne ka jee chahta hai
ro lie bahut hum ab khul kar hasne ko jee chahta hai

daag ka kya hai , daaman toh hote hi unke lie hai
paigam ka kya hai ,voh toh hote hi hai rulane ke lie
saanso ka kya hai , voh toh hoti hi hai rukne ke lie
aansuo ka kya hai , voh toh hote hi hai behne ke lie

udaasio ko chod , ab khul ke jeena seekh
bahut seh chuke tum , ab gum ko pee lena seekh
aandhio se kya darta hai , jab apne hi dhokebaz hai
uspe kyun bigadta hai , jab tu khud tera gunehgar hai

kahe dare is duniya se , jise teri fikar nahi
fikar kare tu kyun uski , jise teri kadar nahi
bhad mein jae yeh duniya , ab toh bas tu jeena seekh
hasi jo aai hai chehre pe , use tu khud se lapetna seekh

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Toote sapne

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khuda , teri bandagi bhi kitni ajeeb hai
zindagi toote sapno ki ek taleem hai
jitna pakdna chaaho , fisal jaati hai
ban kar hawa , guzar jaati hai

bheji dua bhi thukra di gai
dard ko bhi aansuo ki zubaani samajh aa gai
khushia nahi deti ab dastak dil pe
dhadkano ko bhi ab aadat na rahi mehmano ki




 

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Tere bina | Love poem

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Khayalo mein khoye hai khayal bhi 
zubaan mein ab nahi zubaan bachi 
tere ishq mein doobe hue hai is kadar
ki chaandni ki shabaab bhi karti nahi asar

baithe hue hi khidki ke kiwad pe 
soch rahe hai kaisi hoti apni zindagi 
agar jhagadte na hum aur hoti na shuruaat
reh jaate hum akele aur bikhar jaate sapne hazar

door rehna tujhse hume nahi gawara
khuda ki rehmo karam se humne tujhko paya
tod ke sapne tu kahi kho na jaana 
tujhse hai hamari zindagi aur humne hai yeh maana

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kya ishq gulami hai ?

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marke bhi teri yaad mein jiyenge
teri baaton ki aahosh mein khud ko samente
teri chaht ki barish mein bahe failae
apna lenge us berehem maut ko bhi bina aansoo bahae

tadpe hai teri yaadon hum shaamo subah
yaad kar un hasi lamhho ko jisne bana dia hume tera gulam
khud ko bazm mein pakar teri
bhula dete hai akelepan ki dukhti khamoshi

agar thamti hai saanso ki dor toh tham jae
par ek dua kaboole voh khuda toh rehem ho jae
dohra ke voh saath guzre pal thama de vaqt ki dor
is kabil ho ki masoos kar sake hum tere saanso ki kharosh

ho jae yeh dua jo kabool
bula lena mujhe ae maut tere shahoor
haste hue khud ko gava denge
kabra ko unki baah samajhkar , khud ko usme lapet lenge

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The last meeting | love poem

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I still remember the day when i last saw you
the song i crooned in your memory
and played it over just to create a scene
of you and me reviving romeo and Juliet

i have acquired all your silly habits
of putting the pen's cap in my mouth
caring little about the people around
and blinking over things weird and astound

Now that i have lost hope in love
life around me has become more blissful and  covered
but something's still missing from life
the special feeling of being with someone is still desired

I miss the feeling of getting drenched with somebody in rain
of getting distressed when i do not hear from him
but alone that i am , i do not find myself lonely
for he is with me all the time , in my thoughts and my
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Bajae us khuda ke hum tera naam lete hai

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kadar kya kare is duniya ki jise hamari kadar nahi 
kahabar kyun rakhe uski jise hamari fikar hi nahi
uljhan mein the voh , iski hume bhi thi khabar
par tham jaae hum , aisi humme thi na sabar

pas aae jab voh toh yeh ehsas hua
ki door rehkar unse humne kya hai khoya 
dil ne phir li karvat aur pahuncha dia unke aahosh mein 
sadiyo ki kami poori ho gai bas unke chuan ke ehsas se 

kho chuke the , bikhar chuke the 
door ho kar , sambhar kar gir chukhe the 
kos rahe the us khuda ko jisne hume tujhse milaya
bina yeh soche ki humari bechaini ne tumhe humse door karaya 

shikayat toh ab bhi labo pe hai 
par teri doori ke gum se zyada nahi 
phir bhi dard ke tadap mein tujhe bulate hai
bajae us khuda ke hum tera naam lete hai 

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Not again | Love poem

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I hope not to fall for it again 
memories of past have faded and so have feelings 
I had been attacked by the cupid and thus diseased 
gone through the furor and agonizing pain 

Its been years since i felt special 
changed for somebody's preferences 
and thought i could look more better 
without making my feelings bluster 

I am scared of taking a chance 
making my feelings visible 
and being enchanted by his panache 
lest i might become weak again 
and lose myself to the never ending pain

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Love - An impossible feeling | Love poem

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I have left my past behind
and struggling to keep my present alive 
living my passion and driving the person in my mind 
forgetting what i had lost and what i have to find 

I have moved ahead in my life 
but your image still troubles my eyes
the sight of your brown eyes and perfect lips
makes my heart flutter and take a thousand leaps 

I continue to take your name in trouble
mumbling, accepting that you were the one 
was it the destiny who distanced us 
or the space which i had observed

The pen on the table reminds me of your stupidity 
your eyes obsession with it drives me to touch it 
and feel the presence of your gaze 
striking through me like a haze 

I am left alone with my dream 
bleeding in the times of need
mumbling your name,remembering your face
beleiving that you will be back one day 

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Did you listen to you heart ? | Life Poetry

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When was the last time i listened to my heart ?
was it the commencement of the new year
or the probability of being offered a choice
was it the sight of guy i feel in love with
or the news of him being in relationship

When was the last time i listened to my heart ?
was it idea of falling in love at first site
or declaring that it was just a part of life
was it the moment of despair
or breaking up from a boring affair

When was the last time i listened to my heart ?
was it the French song i listened last week
or removing the junk stuck in my teeth
was it thought of getting a tattoo
or let my mother decide what to do

When was the last time i listened to my heart ?
was it the decision to leave the city i loved
or to let my past go discovered
was it the decision of moving ahead
and leave behind the things i detest

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"Who am i ?" | Life poetry

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"Who am I ?"
Am I a little leaflet out of water
or a broken sword of a lost battle
a petite doll with impossible dreams
or a wounded bird fallen from a tree

"Who am i ?"
A lier with a false identity
or an aspirer,wanting to be somebody
what lies in my hidden sanctity ?
just my name or a compromise with destiny

"Who am i ?"
someone who loves to put down her words
follow her heart and appease her thirst
refusing to be judged on what to write
as i am the master of my soul and mind

"Who am i ?"
a citizen , lost hope in her unstable government
or an inspirer not minding getting drowned dans the torrent
to discover the lotus , an element of joy and tranquility
and to see my fellow men thriving and smiling

"Who am i ?"
a secret lover who could never find her love
or a die hard romantic who believes in the old proverb
"If he is yours , he will come back to you "
and i am still waiting with little hope of his return

"Who am i ?"
I have lost track of my identity
with dreams at my doorstop and no possible means
bound by heart-wrenching thoughts and dreams
I am pained by the unending turmoil and screams

I wonder 
"Who am i ?"

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Are we addicted to love ?

How many of you have the constant urge to be loved ? Do you despise your single status ? You are in a relationship yet unhappy or you can't stay single for a long time ? These are  few questions which teenagers and youngsters alike face . Is their a key to unlock these questions ? I guess no but you can certainly tackle them by listening to your heart . 

waiting for the right time ?

By the way folks i am no love guru or heart surgeon to advice you or give you suggestions on love or heart break but like any other human being i have faith in destiny and believe that every damn problem has a solution (phew!) . Now let us come straight to the point . You see that guy with awesome smile and spectacles everyday but can not accumulate enough courage to go and strike a conversation with him . Well , that's the case with every other girl out there . But have you ever thought why is it so ? Why do you have such feelings for the guy or why could you never open you big mouth in front him ? Well , hell hath its fury and you find yourself falling for him . You have two options ladies - first is to go and speak to him and second is to wait for him to come to you and in the mean time see him walking out with some other girl. I guess many of us will prefer the former one but practice the late . I guess it is easier said then done . Ladies , you need to gather enough courage to not let your guy be taken by any random girl . Nothing in this world occurs without a motive , if you have feelings for him then say him . I am not asking you to just go to him and blabber out those three magical words , that will declare you a maniac . So just loosen up , go with the flow and when the time comes jump on it and Voila ! he is yours . 

In relationship ?

Some are lucky to have the company of somebody special in their life but are throttled every moment by boredom and accountability . Both the genders are equally effected by this problem which doesn't really has a cure . The best way to deal with it is to start all over again and go through series of introduction , exchanging phone numbers , chatting , dating , candle light dinner and blah blah ... It is the responsibility of both the partners to spice up their relationship and avoid misunderstandings . If nothing works out then its better to break up . A broken relationship is better then a relationship based on fidelity and lies . 

For singles !

'Someone's surely made for you and God has decided the right time to make you meet that person , until then , enjoy being single', i seriously do not mind my celibataire status as it gives my the freedom to do what i like and search for my Mr. Right . I know that sometimes it seems lonely out there but it comes in with a lot of benefits too . So dear Men and Ladies , enjoy your single status until it gets complicated . Au revoir  !


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Our future is at stake !

"Children are the hands by which we take hold of heaven." . Childhood is a stage free of adulteration and mannerisms . But there are certain children who though regarded as children end up being termed as orphans . Few of these 'orphans' end up begging on the streets while few of them are adopted by Juvenile homes. My visit to such a Juvenile home changed my outlook towards the society . 

I was welcomed with innocent eyes , eyes which had been waiting for me . I couldn't recognize any of them but i had a feeling of nostalgia . I could see them beaming with happiness , fighting for their turn to talk to me . They were happy to entertain us , grace the event with their bubbly talk and moves . Though they seemed happy , there was a sense of sorrowfulness and grief in them . When asked , they told me about their story and how they ended up at the juvenile home. They brunt the wounds of their past and were not happy with their present . 

Few stories were unbearable . A child came to me , urging for a handshake ; i did so willingly only to be informed that he was dumb . "His mother cut his tongue " , they said . I couldn't believe my ears . How can a mother be so brutal and tyrant . What amazed me was their endurance and their will to continue and meet their parents one day . Not everybody had the will , there were few who had no knowledge of their surroundings and had given up on life . No matter how much i strive to make them laugh , their lips wouldn't part . They complained about the food and hygiene . Many north Indians complained that they were discriminated by the officials and beaten badly when not concurred to their demands . 

I was dumbstruck . I was met with helpless eyes but couldn't do anything . The juvenile home was run by  the Government and  any step taken to help these children would be tagged as anti-government . Their innocent faces still haunt me . I have done everything to find their families but in vain .

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The connection between rejection and Spirituality

How are you supposed to react when you realize that your friend likes somebody and that somebody already has someone ? What do you do when your friend gets to know about their relationship ? How do you handle the situation ?
  

Rejection ! 

Almost everybody goes through the trauma of rejection but how exactly do we deal with it . Sadly , there is no theory . Some deal with it by gorging on food while some cry their heart out but the pain never fades . Sharing things or pouring your heart out might  make matters worse . No matter how far we go in life our past always haunts us , making our present even more painful . The thought of meeting him or her again in life seems terrible . You feel like hating him  yet you cannot do so because it is not right . You cannot accuse him of something which he hasn't done , it is you who fell for him .
 

Spirituality -yes it works !  

  I might not be the best person to advice you but as a person who has experienced it all , i can say "learn from your past and leave it behind" . Do not let your past intrude your present or have a major influence on your future . I am sure many of you might not agree but spirituality works . Closing your eyes for an hour or so to let  God bestow upon you makes your inner soul peaceful . This will free you of your thoughts , unravel your past , pack it in a box and parcel it . You might be hesitant to try but so was I yet i tried and Voila ! it worked . 

 Life - yes it is meant to be like this 

  We must accept the fact that we as human beings are not immortal . As a part of life we meet people and get apart . Pain and happiness are a part and parcel of it. No matter how much we try to accumulate and hold the sand in our hand it is bound to slip away . Relationships , no matter how dear they are break and leave behind a lot of pain and wrath . The person who gets out of this trap is free from materialistic needs and emotions and ready to take it all upon himself .



 If you ask me 'Why is life like this ?' I would say , it is meant to be like this and yes , life is not a joke , it is the biggest joke ! 

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Tadap

tadap

Hai khaamosh yeh palkhe , phir yeh kaisi kasak 

bejaan dil ko hai najaane kiski tadap

kie tune hum par naa jaane kitne hi shaan-e-julam

seh gae tere lie hum duniya ke saare gum-o-sitam




phir kyun kaafir ki tarah tere intizaar mein khade hai hum

guzre Shehar -e- Dil ki khaamoshiyo mein kahi doobe hai hum 

chasm-e-tar tere ek nigaah ko hai taras rahi

bewafaai ke shaamiyane mein kyun hoon mai jal rahi



kaash bhoola pate hum us raat ki voh chaandani

chod aate vasl mein bitaae voh lamhe sabhi

par yeh kambakht dil hokar beqraar tujhe hi hai pukarta

yeh na jaane ki tu kisi aur ko hai chaahta 

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