The silence between us

The silence between us has silenced me 
dates that had once been special are now just days
the thought of coming closer tingles me
only to be reminded of the decision we made 
of not being together as it is love that brings pain 

Love 

time has passed and so have days 
but that one touch still influences me 
our story might not be as beautiful as harry and sally
nor as painful as romeo and Juliet
but its our story , our surreal love story 

100 days of summer might not have got over 
but the pain of being together yet apart is much greater 
i now hesitate to lie on your shoulders 
to hold your hand and wipe your tears 

how much do i wish to be with you again 
to disappoint the courage that holds me back 
painful it is but i wish to be that one unlucky star
who brightens your life and engulfs all the dark




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Love will find its way

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I feel hibernated , trapped in a soul which isn't mine
little do i know that i am nobody to decide
as it is fate which has brought us together
and will decide our course and destiny

life has little to do with love and more with pain
when you find true love,just garb it with no expectations of gain
love will find its way and so will life
blood will flow through the veins and the heart would beat

love in any form is love
its the essence that makes it different
i might not be in love but can fall with little difficulty
but can't bear the distance that takes us apart

i will try to keep the promise i made to you
love you with all my senses and strength
be with you until you achieve your dreams
become your nerve and be with you till the end

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Dard ki zubani

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khuda , teri bandagi bhi kitni ajeeb hai
zindagi toote sapno ki ek taleem hai
jitna pakdna chaaho , fisal jaati hai
ban kar hawa , guzar jaati hai

bheji dua jo thukra di gai
dard ko bhi aansuo ki zubaani samajh aa gai
khushia nahi deti ab dastak dil pe
dhadkano ko bhi ab aadat na rahi kisi mehmaan ki

ab toh dard bhi katrati hai dikhai dene se 
logo ki unchahi sawalo ka jawab dene se 
ab toh bas gum ke sehlav mein jeena hai
kya sabab de gumo ki , ab toh chipana seekhna hai 

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Aaj jeene ko jee chahta hai

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aaj phir jawaan hone ka jee chahta hai
khuda kasam aaj jee lene ko jee cahta hai
bhool kar saari bechainio ko jhoomne ka jee chahta hai
ro lie bahut hum ab khul kar hasne ko jee chahta hai

daag ka kya hai , daaman toh hote hi unke lie hai
paigam ka kya hai ,voh toh hote hi hai rulane ke lie
saanso ka kya hai , voh toh hoti hi hai rukne ke lie
aansuo ka kya hai , voh toh hote hi hai behne ke lie

udaasio ko chod , ab khul ke jeena seekh
bahut seh chuke tum , ab gum ko pee lena seekh
aandhio se kya darta hai , jab apne hi dhokebaz hai
uspe kyun bigadta hai , jab tu khud tera gunehgar hai

kahe dare is duniya se , jise teri fikar nahi
fikar kare tu kyun uski , jise teri kadar nahi
bhad mein jae yeh duniya , ab toh bas tu jeena seekh
hasi jo aai hai chehre pe , use tu khud se lapetna seekh

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Toote sapne

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khuda , teri bandagi bhi kitni ajeeb hai
zindagi toote sapno ki ek taleem hai
jitna pakdna chaaho , fisal jaati hai
ban kar hawa , guzar jaati hai

bheji dua bhi thukra di gai
dard ko bhi aansuo ki zubaani samajh aa gai
khushia nahi deti ab dastak dil pe
dhadkano ko bhi ab aadat na rahi mehmano ki




 

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The last meeting | love poem

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I still remember the day when i last saw you
the song i crooned in your memory
and played it over just to create a scene
of you and me reviving romeo and Juliet

i have acquired all your silly habits
of putting the pen's cap in my mouth
caring little about the people around
and blinking over things weird and astound

Now that i have lost hope in love
life around me has become more blissful and  covered
but something's still missing from life
the special feeling of being with someone is still desired

I miss the feeling of getting drenched with somebody in rain
of getting distressed when i do not hear from him
but alone that i am , i do not find myself lonely
for he is with me all the time , in my thoughts and my
deed 



  

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Bajae us khuda ke hum tera naam lete hai

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kadar kya kare is duniya ki jise hamari kadar nahi 
kahabar kyun rakhe uski jise hamari fikar hi nahi
uljhan mein the voh , iski hume bhi thi khabar
par tham jaae hum , aisi humme thi na sabar

pas aae jab voh toh yeh ehsas hua
ki door rehkar unse humne kya hai khoya 
dil ne phir li karvat aur pahuncha dia unke aahosh mein 
sadiyo ki kami poori ho gai bas unke chuan ke ehsas se 

kho chuke the , bikhar chuke the 
door ho kar , sambhar kar gir chukhe the 
kos rahe the us khuda ko jisne hume tujhse milaya
bina yeh soche ki humari bechaini ne tumhe humse door karaya 

shikayat toh ab bhi labo pe hai 
par teri doori ke gum se zyada nahi 
phir bhi dard ke tadap mein tujhe bulate hai
bajae us khuda ke hum tera naam lete hai 

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Phir vahi sandesh

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Phir vahi khamoshi , phir vahi sandesh
chip kar aaya khat mein ab najane kiska bhesh
hai khushi ki baat ya kisi dukhiyare ka farman
aai hai isme jaane kiske apne ki saugaad

ab khuli jo chitthi, uljhi dor fisli
suljhi gutthi aur pata chala ki ek ma ki hai vinti
padh kar katha uski, nikal aae ashru behkar
intizar mein bete ki , bitadi usne apni saari umar

gaya tha apne dusri ma ki raksha ko veh
chod kar apna ghar sansar
sarhad par hai meri zarurat zyada
ab ma tu khud ko sambhal

keh na pai, voh kuch kar na pai
sisakti hue usne kia khud ko sambhar
ab hone ko hai bees baras
par taras gai sunne ko apne bete ki guhar

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The ugly truth

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I do not know what to write 
my heart's sinking and mouth's going dry 
little do i understand the tactics of the world 
where people hurt each other just for fun 

I am often asked about my sad life
with a sore face minus any cute smile 
I ask them to look at the dark side 
which is filled with pain and sorrow 
something which will elongate their eye brows 

Little do i care about the bright world 
for i know its reality and its place of birth 
i am not going to be fooled by your smile , you ugly being !
for i know that you are nothing but a selfish king 

If you still ask me to smile , I will show you the marine 
the place which is filled with tears of the destitute 
with souls of dead bodies crying with pain 
but all you do is turn around and curse me for bringing the disdain
i look at him and say "It is your claim , my friend " 

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Our future is at stake !

"Children are the hands by which we take hold of heaven." . Childhood is a stage free of adulteration and mannerisms . But there are certain children who though regarded as children end up being termed as orphans . Few of these 'orphans' end up begging on the streets while few of them are adopted by Juvenile homes. My visit to such a Juvenile home changed my outlook towards the society . 

I was welcomed with innocent eyes , eyes which had been waiting for me . I couldn't recognize any of them but i had a feeling of nostalgia . I could see them beaming with happiness , fighting for their turn to talk to me . They were happy to entertain us , grace the event with their bubbly talk and moves . Though they seemed happy , there was a sense of sorrowfulness and grief in them . When asked , they told me about their story and how they ended up at the juvenile home. They brunt the wounds of their past and were not happy with their present . 

Few stories were unbearable . A child came to me , urging for a handshake ; i did so willingly only to be informed that he was dumb . "His mother cut his tongue " , they said . I couldn't believe my ears . How can a mother be so brutal and tyrant . What amazed me was their endurance and their will to continue and meet their parents one day . Not everybody had the will , there were few who had no knowledge of their surroundings and had given up on life . No matter how much i strive to make them laugh , their lips wouldn't part . They complained about the food and hygiene . Many north Indians complained that they were discriminated by the officials and beaten badly when not concurred to their demands . 

I was dumbstruck . I was met with helpless eyes but couldn't do anything . The juvenile home was run by  the Government and  any step taken to help these children would be tagged as anti-government . Their innocent faces still haunt me . I have done everything to find their families but in vain .

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The connection between rejection and Spirituality

How are you supposed to react when you realize that your friend likes somebody and that somebody already has someone ? What do you do when your friend gets to know about their relationship ? How do you handle the situation ?
  

Rejection ! 

Almost everybody goes through the trauma of rejection but how exactly do we deal with it . Sadly , there is no theory . Some deal with it by gorging on food while some cry their heart out but the pain never fades . Sharing things or pouring your heart out might  make matters worse . No matter how far we go in life our past always haunts us , making our present even more painful . The thought of meeting him or her again in life seems terrible . You feel like hating him  yet you cannot do so because it is not right . You cannot accuse him of something which he hasn't done , it is you who fell for him .
 

Spirituality -yes it works !  

  I might not be the best person to advice you but as a person who has experienced it all , i can say "learn from your past and leave it behind" . Do not let your past intrude your present or have a major influence on your future . I am sure many of you might not agree but spirituality works . Closing your eyes for an hour or so to let  God bestow upon you makes your inner soul peaceful . This will free you of your thoughts , unravel your past , pack it in a box and parcel it . You might be hesitant to try but so was I yet i tried and Voila ! it worked . 

 Life - yes it is meant to be like this 

  We must accept the fact that we as human beings are not immortal . As a part of life we meet people and get apart . Pain and happiness are a part and parcel of it. No matter how much we try to accumulate and hold the sand in our hand it is bound to slip away . Relationships , no matter how dear they are break and leave behind a lot of pain and wrath . The person who gets out of this trap is free from materialistic needs and emotions and ready to take it all upon himself .



 If you ask me 'Why is life like this ?' I would say , it is meant to be like this and yes , life is not a joke , it is the biggest joke ! 

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Tadap

tadap

Hai khaamosh yeh palkhe , phir yeh kaisi kasak 

bejaan dil ko hai najaane kiski tadap

kie tune hum par naa jaane kitne hi shaan-e-julam

seh gae tere lie hum duniya ke saare gum-o-sitam




phir kyun kaafir ki tarah tere intizaar mein khade hai hum

guzre Shehar -e- Dil ki khaamoshiyo mein kahi doobe hai hum 

chasm-e-tar tere ek nigaah ko hai taras rahi

bewafaai ke shaamiyane mein kyun hoon mai jal rahi



kaash bhoola pate hum us raat ki voh chaandani

chod aate vasl mein bitaae voh lamhe sabhi

par yeh kambakht dil hokar beqraar tujhe hi hai pukarta

yeh na jaane ki tu kisi aur ko hai chaahta 

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